writing, creating music, reading, lucid dreams, leaving my body, ritual

pi, el topo, what is it?, begotten, requiem for a dream, the fountain, clockwork orange, apocalypse now, donnie darko, the butterfly effect, white noise, the ring, forbidden zone, natural born killers, lucifer rising, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, blue velvet, caligula, eraserhead, happiness, gummo, the neverending story, the trip, vanilla sky, velvet goldmine, fear and loathing in las vegas, brazil, videodrome, and millions more

Coil, Death In June, Current 93, Psychick TV, Skinny Puppy, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Tool, Sigur Ros, Mum, Radiohead, The Smashing Pumpkins, Aphex Twin, Nurse With Wound, Throbbing Gristle, Pink Floyd, The Beatles, The Doors, David Bowie, cEvin Key, VNV Nation, Assemblage 23, Manual Sex Drive, Imperative Reaction, The Legendary Pink Dots, Bjork, The Crystal Method, The Chemical Brothers, Einsturzende Neubauten, Pigface, Matmos, M83, Terminal 11, lots lots lots more

Aleister Crowley, Chuck Palahniuck, Robert Anton Wilson, Anton LaVey, Israel Regardie, Donald Tyson, Adam Parfrey, Christopher Hyatt, Donald Michael Kraig, Carlos Castenada, Timothy Leary, Terrence McKenna, Russ Kick, Richard Metzger, Genesis P-Orridge, lots more

Currently 26 and living in hot and horrible Arizona. I work in computers and internet stuff, and on the side I make music and write.

optimism, drive, creativity, spiritually aware, inquisitive, self-esteem and confidence, energetic

bad teeth, shyness, lack of self esteem or confidence, dependence